This was meant to be a year recap of my artistic work, but instead I let my heart speak and let 2025 flow with ease.
Everything I created came from intuition. I’m a crap business person, and that probably makes me a great creator. My intuition never let me down. It warned me of danger, pointed me in the right direction, even when the whole world said nope. Many times I betrayed it myself, because I thought, not felt, I should listen to the cool minds. I don’t regret it. I only regret not learning the lessons sooner. It’s been an incredible year, and only thanks to a few very special people who stood by me in the hardest moments I made it through with my head up. Something shifted. The people around me became more true, open. I let go of those with dirty intentions, pushed opinions, and mental weight they drove onto me. I feel lighter. More comfortable. The truth is naked. You most likely already know it, but you choose those convenient to you, or oblivion, call it whatever you want.
I’m here stripped of dirt. Open heart. Still boiling brain. Learning isn’t easy. But I’m thankful. Thankful to those who were with me and stood for me. Thankful for every lesson learned, every scar bled, every tear fallen.
Last year I shared similar feelings, but I didn’t realise yet that I was still living by the rules of others. I gave more chances. I stayed silent when it itched to tell them to fuck off. We lived on each other’s blood. Those who know my real self know how deeply I defend the truth, and how much it hurts to see people turn away because they listened to someone else’s crap. When you have no chance to defend yourself and only see backs already turned, what can you do?
Now I let them. I let toxic people show their true faces without my involvement. I let people think what they want, agree out of convenience if they wish. I can’t change that.
The last drop this year was a life-threatening accident. A clean sign to slow down and return to the original promise I made to myself. Be self. Be for myself. Only be around people who make me feel right. A silly stumble that could have left me dead or paralysed. Again, I ignored my intuition. I gave it another chance. While recovering, I finally pulled the plug and drowned it without saying a word.
I got free.
I am still free.
And I will try to stay free.
Now I observe. I connect events. I draw lines. I’m proud of how much faster I recognise the bad and walk away with less emotion. Sometimes without saying a word. No panic. No explanations. I leave people with their own mess.
2025 brought an incredible amount of opportunities. I took almost all of them by the horns. The bad ones I screamed through in tears. The good ones I carry with pride.
see you next year!